Semalam 11/3/2012.....

pagi ak g tt, k0non2 nak join training v0lley....tp smpai je ddy ajak g makan...s0 p laa makan ngan daddy smpai adik2 hbs training... #alasan kami b4 g makan ialah nak kuar cari azmi,sb nanti dyeorg ikut...

lepas v0lley, ak n my twin bersiap laa nak g istana budaya...ddy ajak p tgk cuci da muzikal last k0pek...pe ag, masuk free..s0 kami xlepaskan pluang r..bila ag nak masuk IB....s0 tepat jam dua, ak l0m kuar ag g IB, jnji ngan zila kul 2..jnji ngan ddy 2.15 jumpe depan IB....s0 as usual jgk, adik aku pn msg laa mencari kakaknye..."assalamualaikum,akak katne?" ...ak pn bls "w'salam, baru nak kuar bilik g ib..nape??takot akak hilang ke??ok, skrg masih slamat..belum kena langgar dengan katak" then msg di balas"hahaha"..pastu ak da xbls da...after few minutes later, my br0 send me a msg "Pegi ib skunk. Kiteorang dah nak gerak dah."....aku pn jwb " yola2 adikku...kakakmu menurut perintah"....#itula hanafi...haha, mmg terserlah kerisauannya...i like...

dalam teater tu, perghh encem giler abg hans isaac aku..tinggi gler kt luar berbanding dlm tv..awie lak pendek je,kecik molek,putih...nabil as usual, kurus..afdlin blakon xbukak pn kopiah..vanida imran..so sweet..cm remaja...

ni laa gambar ak dgn twin aku before masuk hall untk tgk teater.

ni lak gambar aku dengan zila (one of my fwenz)

ni lak hall utk tgk teater tu...seat ak dekat G17

before teater bermula, sempat ag snap gmbar

g0verment vs 0pp0nent

Hari sabtu 10 march 2012, bersamaan 17 rabiulawal 1433H....

st0ry for diz day......♥..here we go...

Pagi tu seperti yg dijanjikan, ak ngan my twin (ijah) bersiap laaa nak g have a fun wif our brothers.....da dekat 10.30 kami xkuar2 ag.....as usual gak, adik ape ag...cari r aku kat mana.... #terserlah kerisauannya..haha..ak plak b0ley slumber badak, bukan badak je, dugung n katak skali...ak pn bls laa msg" jumpe akak kt sogo trus ek"....

Otw g s0go, pakcik teksi talk about "MENGUNDI"..mari lah mari, pegi mengundi (eh eh, nyanyi lak)..sb tu lagu khas utk mengundi..ce bygkan lagu tu di pasang time org kawen...

st0p citer sal pakcik tu...sb watak sampingan..hahaha..giler kejam....smp sogo, amik duit, then naek ke level 8..here we go..REDBOX

mmg klakar hbs r..baby siap wat *ade satu cucu mak inang* ..(#ingat balik step tarian tu,bontot kena tonggek,hahah)...hanafi lak siap xde suara...ursen cyrus aka datin dgn lady gaga dia laa...duk tgh nyanyi lagu criminal britney tu...perghhh malu siot video clip dia.. 18 ber XXXXX..aku ape ag.. "tutup mate kamu" ...fendi cakap."Ya Allah, ape ni??" ..kami(ak&baby, ali &ursen) bergabung suara nyanyi lagu kisah hati..pastu ak as ning baizura, ali as shila amzah..ursen as jack nyanyi lagu beribu sesalan...

after karok, ak n my twin g byr bb..g mrayau dlm sungei wang, xde hala tuju.. then around 4 o'clock, we decided to go to hub again..lagipun adik2 da ckp, dyeorg ade shooting utk teater pukul 4..as usual, bile xsmpai ag, br0 hanafi mula laa cari n msg ak..." assalamualaikum , akak katne?" ..hahah..sweetlaa kamu dik...♥

duk tggu daddy n adik2 laen d make up oleh abg shahril before shooting..ruby ckp in BI pasal ijah sampai terkuar 1 word..LIGHTEYES..ak, han ijah terlop0ng..ape tu lighteyes??..then ak tnye "ape tu??..ruby cakap "cahaya mata" haha,klakar giler ruby..

then, debat diadakan.tajuk debat " ADVANTAGES of USING COMPUTER".. baby jd hakim..1stly ak n my twin jd g0v..ijat n ruby jd opponent...pastu my twin surrender sb dia tak0t bile daddy usik kami time daddy sparuh siap d make up..sb cm hantu....putih gler...s0 ak ngan hanafi jd g0v....mase duk debat, 0pp0nent ckp ape ntah...hanafi pn ckp "this is my sister ok" while pointing at me...perghhh pengakuan brani mati oleh my br0...well d0ne...

da penat wei nak type...smpai cni jela dulu ek.....tatatititutu♥

“Im not a perfect person, there’s many things i wish i didn’t do”....(nyanyi la plak..kikiki)

As human being, kita xsempurna kan..kan nenek kan kan kan...begitu laa ak..(cewahhh ayat)..

Cmne pn ade gak kite wat silap dalam betul kita tu....#confident tu penting...

cakap sal wat silap ni..alhamdulillah..akhirnye pr0blem ak ngan my br0 da selesai ptg semalam..tepat jam 16:08 pm...

my br0 send me a msg...my br0 ckp..”ase nak ketuk2 je kepala tu, sb suka ckp bukan2”...kahkah...ketuk ngan bola ke??sb kpale ak suka sgt bola hinggap time main v0lley...smp aku digelar...”KEPALA ADE MAGNET!!!!..

da tu, itu yg aku ase...ni laa ag 1 kelemahan ak...HYPERsensitive with the one that i love.....#highlight ckit hyper tu, takot xnampak...kahkah..So, bila da HYPERsensitip ni, snang laa nak trase, snang nak sdey, snang kuar airmata..wink♥..my m0m pn slalu perli..ckp MANJA...

sdey wo, mana wa b0leh tahan nangis wo...da wa syg lu sume, mmg laa wa nangis kalau lu sume xhiraukan wa....alamak ai...tu pn kena elaborate ke...??haha....Papepun..wa tetap sayang lu olang sume....

”im not a perfect person, i make a lot of mistake...BUT still, i ♥th0se pe0ple who stay with me after kn0wing who & how i really am... tercakap 0mputes lak ...

”Thnx to my parents, my sisters,my br0thers& my little br0 , my twin and tidak ketinggalan my fwenz .. ♥ uolsssss....

maybe..it's to0 late to ap0logize.....

fikiran rase k0s0ng.......
sb dah xde idea nak siapkan peulisan tesis, ak di sini skrg......
i've pr0b wif my br0.....
rite n0w, i realize...evrything happened bc0z of my mistake........
s0, last nite, i made a decision to send a msg, and asked for forgiveness....
cm yg disngka....msg tidak akan dibalas.......
maybe my br0 pn da mmg sakit aty tahap gaban ngan den....

br0...sorry....

"im sorry c0z i c0nstantly want t0 talk to u........im sorry when u take a l0ng time to reply my msg or didnt reply my msg, i get sad.....im sorry if i say things that might piss u off....im sorry if i come off as annoying...im sorry if u dont want to talk to me as much as i want to talk to u...im sorry if i think about u too much & too often....im sorry if i tell u my p0intless drama when u dont really care....im s0rry if i come off ass being clingy, just ME MISSING U..."

mgkin salah sy gak wat dia mcm bdk kecik....AGAIN, sorry bro....kpale da srabut tahap gaban...sb rase bersalah sgt2....ni laa kelemahan sy, xleh rasa bersalah ngan org..mula r xleh fokus...kan bgus kalau my br0 bc entry ni...tp of c0z laa...mane dia taw bl0g ni..